Monday, May 4, 2015


Its been six month since I lost my job as an appeals and grievance coordinator for SCAN Health Plan.   I honestly don’t know  happened , perhaps it was my fault , but having a bad coworker who gets away with everything makes you think , hey if there keeping this person , no matter what I do they will still keep me.  Boy was I wrong, I better, I should of handled the letter right away when I seen it , instead of playing dumb .  I was over whelmed with so much work and the toxic environment caused me to just be plain lazy.    I knew that this case was going to get me fired and it did. 

I am taking this termination as a sign that I should maybe change careers , time for a new beginning.   Jason said maybe I should look into going back to school and c complete my teaching credentials.   I got accepted into  a program with CSULB.   I start in September , however with me being out of work I have to figure out a way to pay for it .    Now Jason is bothering me about getting a job .  I am trying but it is so hard ,  I applied for everything in my field and even went to a job agency.    Jason is now telling me that he doesn’t think that I will make a good teacher and he keeps throwing job ideas at me .  

Honestly I truly do not want to go back to work, I just want to stay home , clean the house And volunteer at the school for the boys .   I just wish I could somehow when the lottery so I would not have to worry about money.

 This whole experience has left me feeling so depressed and I am now questioning my role as a Mother and wife.  

I feel that my husband is starting to dislike me, he is constantly teasing me and he tries to manage me and tells me I am not doing a good job.    I just wish everything was different.  

                                                                                                                                                                                        

Friday, March 21, 2014


Happy Spring , though today it felt more like winter to me !  I am so happy to have my nails back and to finally have time to stamp all my nails .     When I think of spring of think of these flowers aren't they adorable? 

Wednesday, January 15, 2014

Valentines Nails

I can not believe how much my nails have grown , I thought I would never have nails again , and now I have natural healthy nails.   I was so excited that they grew out and I was finally able to paint them .    I used a pink satin by sally henson for the base , and Konad nail stap of floating hearts with red special konad stamping polish .   My flash was too bright I think ,so you can not really see the red hearts .   I also have been using sally henson diamond top coat and nail growth formula , its in a gold bottle and man it is really working .   I am so happy to have my nails back !!! 

Tuesday, September 24, 2013

Hi all,

Its been forever , I stopped doing my nails , my husband has band me from doing my nails and insisted that I soak them in vinigar.   I soaked my nails for a couple of night and guess what my infected nails cleared up and are started to grow .  I can actually show my nails without being ashamed.    They still have a little more to grow and I can't wait for them to grow so that I can paint them and decorate them with my Konad stamps !

Sunday, December 2, 2012







Merry Christmas Everyone !!


My nails for my concert tonight .  I am so excited I am going to see No Doubt tonight at the Gibson !!!   I did a short red Manicure , with a tribal looking snowflake from my Knad nail plate in the Salon case .    I did IBD gel nails with a hot red color that I found at Sally's  beauty supply.   

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

Happy Thanksgiving

Happy Thanksgiving everyone ,

I am thankful for my family , my adorable little boys , my husband , my friends , my job , and for having a PPO  and being able to see a dermatologist and getting my natural nails back , and for all those wonderful people on u tube who posted demonstrations on how to apply gel nails.
 
I stated in my last post that I had went back to the salon to continue getting my nails done , but two of my nails , my thumb and the finger next to my pinky have super short nails , and all of my nails were growing except them.

After going to the salon and having a not so great experience ,the nails on the fingers with short nails got water under them and turned Green !!!!  After removing the nails and soaking them in apple cider vinegar until  they cleared up.   Even though they cleared up and began growing I could not leave them alone, they kept breaking .   I had to do them again.    

 I made an agreement with my husband , that I would do them when the boys are fast a sleep .  I did my first set and it did not take as long as it usually does and the nails came out good .    I just finished a fill and  the nails that were remaining short have started to grown again without any green fungus , but with a clear nail !

I am super excited to be doing my nails again , I feel that this time around they are going to get better , I can't wait to start stocking up on polishes , to start stamping and creating designs on my nails again. 


Tuesday, November 13, 2012

I'm back




I got my natural nails back after seeing the dermatologist .   All of my nails grew back clear and normal except two .... my thumb and my finger next to my pinkie have supper short nails .   I went to the salon for a while and I got a fungus on both nails because water got into the nails .  


I was able to get rid of the fungus and decided to do my nails again.  I used IBD gel for these nails and I must say it was a lot easier than before ,  I think they came out pretty good .  I can't wait to stamp them with my konad stamps again !